Well, I dcided to update my journal for many reasons. I am/was bored as hell, I am/was tired of seeing my old journal and just to tell you guys whats been going on with me. Well, my boyfriend cheated on me last Sunday. He slept ovr at his friends house for his birthday and they played spin the bottle. I know it's a game but, why would you play it if you know your "someone" would get hurt. He didn't even tell me, the girl who kissed him, her sister told me. I know if you comment this you are gonna say, "Break up with him!!!" I can't. I really, REALLY like him and if anyone is gonna break up with anyone its gonna be him. I tried to talk it out with him but he wouldn't say anything, not even sorry. Ughghghghghghgh!!!!! Love sucks.

Oh yeah, Happy birthday to me...
he probably wont even remember...

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Lurv you all!!!!!!!
If anyone wants to be on the list or just wants to talk I'd be happy to do either.

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"I fear being like everyone I hate, I fear failure, I fear losing control. I love balancing between chaos and control with everything I do. I always have a fear of going one way or another, getting lost in something, or losing everything to get lost in. And I fear being a completely acceptable sheep in society."

-Marilyn Manson

"If for one minute you think you're better than a sixteen year old girl in a Green Day t-shirt, you are sorely mistaken. Remember the first time you went to a show and saw your favorite band. You wore their shirt, and sang every word. You didn't know anything about scene politics, haircuts, or what was cool. All you knew was that this music made you feel different from anyone you shared a locker with. Someone finally understood you. This is what music is about."

-Gerard Way

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So Long and Goodnight...